A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her.

All this while, I do not have any liking towards MM. But then, what she said above is true, isn't it? It makes all the sense in the world, at current time.

Shall I post in Malay? It has been some time. Hahah. I was thinking of posting in Malay, since I've started back with Malay writing these few days. How I used to love composing stories in Malay, even poems or whatever it is. Now, my Malay has been so bad that Bro just asked me the meaning of a word in Malay minutes ago and I practically ignored him cause well, yes, I do not know the answer. Hahah. How evil. He only asked once, thank God, but if he was to ask again, I already has an answer for him. Which is... "You have Kamus Dewan right? Go and check it yourself!".

How evil. Yes, how evil.

Two assignments completed yesterday. Alhamdulillah. Focusing on another two assignments now. Ok perhaps I shall not be too ambitious. Shall finish the one due next week, before the other two which are due the following week.

On another note, how wonderful it is, at times, to be a teacher, or more, a caregiver, to young children. Those innocence, those trust and love they have, is just, amazing.

It's been two months.

Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau saja yang tahu apa yang sedang kualami. Berilah ku kekuatan dan ketabahan untuk mengharungi segala dugaan dan cabaran yang kau berikan kepadaku. Amin.

I need strength...

I keep procrastinating, even to blog. Wanted to upload photos, but it still remains as to-do.

These few days are the worst in my life. Sesungguhnya hanya Tuhan sahaja yang tahu apa yang kurasakan. Betapa tersiksanya batin.

So much to do, so little time, as said by a friend. But still I feel like I'm wasting so much time. MovieMaker and videos are driving me crazy, it worsens the whole weekend. No choice but to tag along with parents for jalan raya today. But Alhamdulillah all went well.

Was thrown into another round of pain earlier today. Biarlah Tuhan sahaja yang tahu kisah sebenarnya.

Tomorrow jalan raya with current classmates. Many open-houses on weekends, but I don't think I will be going. Still have yet to go to aunts place and all.

Tuesday is attachment, and thereafter Play Module Group Meeting at Jg East Lib. Thursday is the due dates for both Play Individual and Group Assignments. And I'm only halfway done for the Individual, thanks to the poster-presentation we had weeks ago. Oh, that degree or Masters poster-presentation. But Alhamdulillah it went well too.

Ya Allah. Hanya kepadaMu aku berdoa meminta kekuatan. Sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang mengerti segala apa yang aku alami sekarang ini.

Of Belateds

First of all, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of you. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Secondly, a very belated Happy Teachers' Day to all teachers. Only when you are a teacher, you know what teachers really go through.

Many belateds. Happy Belated Birthdays to all those who I did not personally wish too.

Hari Raya's over. FP1 and FP2 over. Woohoo. FP3 is next year, but I do not want to think about it yet.

Hari Raya was very tiring. Very very tiring. Sis is no longer here to clean. Hahah. But Alhamdulillah managed to get whatever's needed done.

Now is assignments time, with classes here and there. But the main priority is still the pending assignments. I hope to complete them soon, but hoping and doing just don't go along well together. Hahah. I sleep at the sight of notes.

Attachment's as usual. Every week, but last week was twice. Yesterday was so so tiring, worst than the day I have to helped out due to HFMD. Was posted to Playgroup cause of insufficient teachers. Physically tiring, but they just melts your heart away. What's more I was fasting, and there's outdoor time. But it was definitely fun. The joy of working with young children.

The emotional pangs were answered early this morning. I pray that I'll feel better now.